12.28.2006
Hii.
it has been awhile hasnt it.
it has really been quite awhile since i last update. not counting de love thing tat i post.
not working anymore. kinda miss de ppl there.
now jus waiting for my pay to come.
been short of cash lately. hais~
been kinda dim-witted lately. dunno y...
getting more n more emotional lately.
everytime i let my brain think freely, it would automatically look back on de memories we had.
walking in de rain seems to make mii feel v weak.
couldnt help but let my tears rolled down by cheeks.
darn. y m i so useless.
having sleepless nite lately.
staring out of my window n into de nite sky, i couldnt help but think of her.
remembering de words she said. de stuff we did together.
remembering her gentleness. her kindness. her smile. her eyes.
y m i so stupid to let her go in de first place.
if only i had learnt how to appreciate her, perhaps she wouldnt hav leave.
finally able to sleep again tis morning.
stare up in de sky till about 6am in de morning.
den somehow my eyelid drop over my eyes, n my head lean against de railing of de window n i fell asleep.
it feels so good to be able to close my eyes n fall asleep again.
which is worse? death or living in tis complicated world?
well. dunno wad to say anyway. feels so confuse lately.
hasnt really been myself. really looking forward to school reopen.
at least when im busy i dun feel so confuse n tired.
well, bye den.
Leon `
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12.18.2006
KONICHIWA!
rmb i said i wasnt able to go to kbox wid lauren, weiguang, etc.
in de end, i was able to go but only for awhile.
it was fun tat nite, which i could stay longer.
now owe ah yong $20... hais.
1 more week to go...
now only left mii alone...
hais. really wanted to stop working lor.
sherm n gang today going watch movie lor.
i want to go but due to de prob tat im working today, i couldn't.
ytd was a crazy day.
help weiguang confessed to lauren..
bt in de end, created alot of commotion n trouble...
den realize something lately...
everytime i see de gal working at breadpapasweet, my heart will beat at least 3 times of normal de speed lor.
is tat de first sign of crush?
i really dunno le.
maybe i jus think too much le ba.
everyone also say tat i will blush whenever i see her lor.
bt... how can i even like a person when i dun even know her name or age.
it is jus totally insane.
my guess is tat she is older den mii, so i can jus forget about it le.
due to personal policy la.
hais. liking a person is tough. very tough.
added jay chou de song to my blog recently.
hope ppl who come to my blog will like it ba.
SAYONARA.
Leon`
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12.14.2006
KONICHIWA!
ytd Osram de last day liao lor.
lauren, kelly, etc. all going liao.... T.T
means my life will be back to de boring boring promoter life again.
today they going Kbox lor.
i wan go, bt cannt go... T.T
hais~
i will miss them de.
den ting ting today coming back from her offday.
bt also like nth de la.
my life gets more n more boring day aft day.
sales during weekday is poor like crap lor.
bt still... nvm de.
i working until tis sunday nia.
but i haven tell kenny yet lor.
wonder if he would let mii quit or not?
hais~
i finally found de english version of vestige liao.
i mean de lyrics la.
wanted to post on my blog de.
but now kind of lazy to post liao.
cos hardly anyone come tag my blog de.
darn sianz...
it's 3+ in de morning n yet here i am updating my blog.
is 3hr $50 de private tuition ex?
kelly n lauren charging mii 3hr $50 lor.
to mii is kind of ex la.
hais~
yl starting his private tuition wif kelly tis friday.
i wonder where they meeting?
should i go check out wad will happen?
maybe i shouldnt bt i want to knw how kelly teach.
cos kelly also my tuition teacher mah.
sianz... zzz... zzz...
off to listen to some soft music liao.
SAYONARA~
OYASUMINASAI~
Leon `
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12.03.2006
KONICHIWA!
hahas... :)
almost 5am liao...
later still nd go work de lor...
but still... here i am...
facing my freaking lagging com trying to watch anime...
den in de end... i giv up...
y? cos too laggy liao...
my wish tis Xmas is to get a new com... =D
got my new mp4 on de previous day...
brought it frm de gaint i work in...
1GB $79.00 lor
so cheap... v valuable buy...
den still got sell singapore cheapest de 1GB thumbdrive...
1GB $32.90 lor...
i wan buy de lor...
but sianz... haven get my pay yet...
ytd kana told off for toking... =.=
cos got 3 new gal from Osram mah...
den mii n weiguang tok to them in pantry lor...
den ah-yong(supervisor) told us not to tok so much... =.=
hais...
toking also crime meh?
sianz tats y nd tok mah...
espeacially my section...
no ppl go de... sianz like dunno wad lor...
zzz... zzz... zzz...
kind of hate my job sia...
other den can tok to chio bu my job v boring liao...
i miss my sleep... T.T
sianz arh!!! ytd late 1/2hr lor
cos overslept... =.=
den nowadays go work feel v sianz lor...
den like wan fall sick liao...
hais... i tis whole week haven even gotten 1 day off yet lor...
now my pay would be... $208 liao * not counting later de...
if count later de... would be.. $256... ^^
yeah... can let mii spent liao...
dunno when should stop work leh...
xavier quit liao den left mii ting ting n wei guang...
ting ting n wei guang working until end of month...
so i maybe also work until somewhere around there lor...
i dun look forward to next year de school year leh...
it feels so sianz to mii...
hais...
nvm la... retain also retain liao...
nth i can do liao... only can work hard nxt year...
ooo~ 5.05am liao...
hahas~
OHAYOU GOZAIMASU!
*it means 'Good Morning' n is pronounced as (ohayo goza i mas)*
SAYONARA!
leon` :)
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